A Cloudy Raining Trip..

Daddy suggested went to lundu on today last nite,i dun reli feel lic goin,bt i'm afraid the loneliness tat could swallow me cruelly,so i said yes 4 d trip,

Woke up wif my swollen red eyes,heavy eyelid covered 1/3 of my sight,took a nice hot shower thn waited 4 my family 2 get ready,thn we started off...we had simple dim sum breakfast at mjc,thn headed 2 our destiny.Inside the car,nobody talks,it's kinda weird as i was the only one talking non-stop b4..However,wif my broken glass-formed heart,leaving cracks jz lic the jigsaw puzzle,i prefer silent at tat moment...Dad's love song cd plays,outside the rains pour,the air con n weather made me shivered,n my heart feels heavy n bleeding....

1 hour plus,we arrived. Dad n mum went to 3rd uncle's shop,chit-chatting..while my 2 brothers sat together playing handphone's games.I juz sat inside the car lic a dumb,wasting my life inside my Alza,only breathing process carried on...

After tat,we went to my grandparents's grave to pay respect.Thn we headed to 2nd uncle's shop,the adults chit-chatting again,while i still stood thr,did nothing bt breathing...We went to tua pek kong's temple after tat,took some photos n had lunch thr,My appetite been crave,so i din finis my dishes 4 d 1st time,hardly imagine i ate few spoon of it..

On the way back into home,i fall asleep finally.Guess it maybe i was too tired+lack of sleep.I wonder wat can i do 2 cheer up n become active lic b4,i duno wat's wrong wif me,i cant xpplain n cant xpress..Now it's maybe my low peak season,i hope soon i can back into the right track n right mood as i always told myself:everything will gonna be fine...

笑一笑事情真的能解决？

从某些事情发生以后，我尽力强求自己不要想太多，硬是找借口给自己，说得白一点就叫自欺欺人。

没有人会想不如意的事情发生，说是上天对我的考验也很牵强……我也越来越怀疑自己是否神经敏感兼疑神疑鬼的能力加强？可是种种的迹象都在显示与表现出你想的一切，我是个坏人吗？没有人教会我如何处理感情的事，我只好自己摸索，结果换来的只是自己跌个鼻青脸肿，也不小心把自己的心摔碎了……

我不想哭，因为我知道那是你眼中懦弱的行为，可是我却明知山有虎，偏向虎山行，不挣气的眼泪丢尽了主人的面子，搞得一把鼻涕，一把眼泪的……可是感情是不能够压抑的，泪流了，心碎了，事实也永远无法改变。

我无法得到朋友与家人对于这些事情的关怀，因为我不轻易把感受说出口，也因为我的不信任自私，才会造成今天的局面……可是这又会是想的呢？勉强告诉自己坚强一点吧！不经一事，不长一智……

现实的残酷让我明白家人最重要，可是总有一天他们都会离开我。朋友呢？也很重要，可是我也看清真正的友谊很难维持，友谊也需配合天时地利人和……我明白自己的缺点，可是那就是因为我缺乏安全感。

感情路上没有谁对谁错，也没有胜负，我所相信的是‘缘’ 字。我很感谢从这段感情为我的人生画下许多快乐的画面，至少大家开心过，没有负担的享受简简单单的幸福，也谢谢你之前的照料与呵护，让我觉得除了家人与好朋友以外，还有一个人对我这般的好……

Messages 4 Myself

1. No matter wat,God is always by ur side.

2. Think wat u wan n aim 4 it

3. Think only YOU CAN,then u reli can!

4. Get rid all ur negative n stupid thinking! It HARMS U ALOT,tutu!

5. Main component of ur life first goes to ur family,second goes to fren.

6. Remember the power of SECRET!

7. Obeys the rules LAW OF ATTRACTION!

8. Believe tat hardworks pay!

9. Prove 2 the world tat u t worthy n u can success altho u do things solo!

10. You r the one decide how u live...happy or unhappy,it all depends on u !!!

p/s: u can't choose ur life,bt u can choose how 2 live ur life.

don't easily get influence

Funny one....

When a student listen to music too much!

Mr. Eric was walking around the form 3 block when he saw one of the form 3 class, 3'T', making noise. He entered the classroom and this is what happened... .

Mr. Eric: Who was playing and talking please stand up or the whole class gets it.
Sam : "Will The Real Slim Shady Please Stand Up"(Eminem)
Mr. Eric: You! I want you to come to my office now.

Office
Time: 0900 hrs

Mr.Eric: What Is Your name?
Sam : "Say My Name Say My Name"(Destiny's Child)
Mr.Eric: Don't play a fool
Sam : "Can't Believe I'm The Fool Again"(Westlife)
Mr.Eric: Do you want me to beat you ?
Sam : "Hit Me Baby One More Time"(Britney Spears)
Mr Eric: What did u say?
Sam : "WHAT!"(Stone Cold)
Mr.Eric: Are you out of your head?
Sam : "I Can't Get U Outta My Head"(Kylie Minogue)
Mr.Eric: Who do you think you are ?
Sam : "I'm A Genie In Bottle"(Christina Aguilera)
Mr.Eric: How many demerits do you want?
Sam : "1,2,345,Everybody In The Car... "(Lou Bega)
Mr.Eric: Do you always play in class?
Sam : "Sometimes I Run, Sometimes I... "(Britney Spears)
Mr Eric: Do u think this is a party ?
Sam : "I'm Coming Up So U Better Get The Party Started"(Pink)
Mr.Eric: I want you to come for detention class tomorrow morning
Sam : "Every Morning They're A Hello... "(Sugar Ray)
Mr.Eric: I've just changed my mind. I want you to come everyday
Sam : "Everyday I Love You"(Boyzone)
Mr.Eric: I want you to come alone
Sam : "Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely"(Backstreet Boys)
Mr.Eric: It gonna be the two of us
Sam : "Just The Two Of Us"(Will Smith)
Mr.Eric: Are you going to shut up or do you want me to stop talking
Sam : "You Say It Best, When You Say Nothing At All"(Ronan Keating)
Mr.Eric: I want you to promise me that you won't get into anymore trouble.
Sam : "This I Promise You"(N*sync)
Mr.Eric: Make Sure you don't get into trouble again
Sam : "Oops I Did It Again"(Britney Spears)
Mr.Eric: You can go now
Sam : "There She Goes"(Sixpence None The Richer)
Mr.Eric: I said go!
Sam : "Bye Bye Bye"(N*sync)



CHEERS ^^

My 1st Schooling Day of 2010

T.T T.T T.T T.T

I never expect such sia soi incident happened in my 1st schooling day

Well,b4 sch reopen,i send my sch uniform 2 d tailor 2 sew d sch logo,charged rm2...

N SHE SEW MY LOGO TERBALIK...WORST STILL,I TOTALLY DUNNO BOUT IT..

until the truth revealed by my frens..OMG!!!

p/s:i still gong gong laugh at myself n thx 2 ying helped me removed d logo

Bye 2009,Hi 2010

Yoohoo~Morning.....Using my cousin's laptop 2 online as i stayed overnite at her house.

Yesterday was a happy n memorable day as i attended 2 events.1st event was BBQ at w.yung's house n 2nd event was CRAZY,PRIVATE & PERVERT party at my cousin's home,or i shud said room..^^

Reached sally's home bout 4.30pm,it's such a long journey 2 her house,maybe it caused by traffic jam??Well,luckily her house is easy 2 find,din get lost o wat..hoohoo..then i helped sally washed floor,actually i juz opened d water tab n let d water wet d floor,mostly was her swept d floor,then juz wiped d chairs lo...Aunties both so nice n sally's mom claimed tat i'm form 3 T.T

Well,sally n me walked 2 teck kong bought a can of longan as she nid it 2 make cocktail,n d cocktail so nice,sally almost din drink tiok cos everyone kept on filling it 2 their cups,lol..Many 'warriors' helped 2 set up,n it was raining 4 a while..I din get sausage on d 1st round,n din get chicken wing on d 2nd n 3rd round..lol..Bt i did get sam zam bak on d 1st round cos when ah gui chopping it,he fed d sam zam bak 2 us at d kitchen.N i did get chiak bak(pork) on d 1st round too cos when i on d way 2 put d chiak bak n sam zam bak on d table outside,w.yung suddenly appeared n took quite many pieces of chiak bak n sumbat them 2 my mouth,d bak almost drop then he sumbat balik,bt he din realise i accidentally bit his finger..lol..Noob..

After tat,sally disappeared n i began 2 become camera gal..cincai capture n video-ing..so not reli dare 2 post up all d pics..When sally appeared again,i wan capture her n michi n mochi,bt coach kept on BLOCKED us..pek chek bt rli so funny ah!!!! n w.yung+milo oso lic 2 block ppl 1..

They still use d sam zam bak 2 do dragon dance n all of us self-high..N d kids all surrounded yik kim n dun huang as they performed magic,n yik kim always warned me dun curi captured,go capture d flower!!!lol..Besides tat,they oso gave speech lic wishing CMAA n everybody,they even sang happy b'day song in different languages n different ppl,so so funny,laugh til beh tahan,n they changed d 'silent night' 2 'tutu bong' T.T bt very funny..

Then i tired of capturing,then headed 2 kitchen 2 wash bowls n cups..after tat i captured ppl again..^^ I backed at 11.30pm as my cousin faster go her house n daddy ordy waited outside 4 me nearly 10 minutes..hehe..paiseh..i handed d choc 2 mochi n ask her distribute later on..Entertainment of d nite was crazy+pop+hip-hop dance by guys n WAT RELI FUNNY WAS W.YUNG INTRODUCED PPL IN DUNO WAT LANGUAGE,n her sis recorded it down.I'm tutu frm dubai..haiz...lol

2nd event..totally made me speechless..wonder y they so daring,creative n funny..Once i stepped into her house,they all claimed tat i'm stink cos gt 'smoke' smell,then ask me 4 a bath.My terrible cousin din pass her pyjamas 4 me,after i bathed i juz wear my black bra+black underwear wrapped in the towel,i shouted n begged 4 pyjamas,then stupid idea came out.All of us took down shirt n pants,juz wearing bra n underwear carry our activities...OMG!!! They all wear kinda bikini type,i wonder they all pakat n i'm d only 1 wear push up bra T.T

We were freezing cold while enjoyed our hot coffee n fresh hot pizza.We played truth o dare,due 2 dis situation,nobody r allowed take photo,or else...tsk tsk tsk..no eyes 2 c..1 of my cousin challenged 'dare' so she's punished 2 take off everything,luckily everytime i chose 'truth',so nth big deal..lol..we played n played,talked n talked then finally slept..I woke up at 7.30am cos i stomachache,i so happy cos finally can pang sai,waited it 4 1 week plus lo,n called my mum told her d good news,she said mayb my body gt 'heat' baru will lao sai..lol..

P.S.

1. Kiki's so cute n adorable ^^

2.Thanks to BBQ warriors 4 panggang all d food 4 us ^^

3.Ah gui is so funny n creative ^^

4.Everybody is happy ^^

5.Many ppl gone crazy ^^

6.Postponed our countdown ourselves..lol ^^

To Go Or Not To Go??

Well,i have 2 invitations to celebrate new year eve,1 is invited by CMAA,my fellow wushu buddies n 1 is invited by my cousins.

Comparison between both parties:

1. CMAA has many guests,sure will be merrier n noisier while cousins there not more than 10 ppl n more to pillow talk.
2. CMAA is BBQ,bt wat i panggang always burnt n lic charcoal while cousins there more to western party n their MUCT-OBEY RULE: DRINK WINE...I easily get drunk =( (i reli cant imagine wat wil i be when drunk)
3. CMAA not much close frens,scare i will be bored n look lic bo shu zo there while cousins there all love me,sure very close 2 me..
4. CMAA duno will prepare wat games or maybe no game at all while cousins there everyone muz involve in TRUTH OR DARE,which i very scare,they r the top 'truth or dare' players.
5. CMAA wont allowed me to stay overnight on her house while i sure stay in my cousin's house.
6. CMAA for me is not countdown as i nid go back earlier while i can countdown wif my cousins as i stay at their house..
7. CMAA members i think they dont lic hugging while my cousins there love hugging,hehe..
8. Lastly,i owe 5 members of CMAA chocolate as i promised them will hand 2 them b4 2009,hope i can make it..

p/s: HATE TO MAKE CHOICES